The last few weeks have been very busy. Interviews, problems at work, a visit my from sister, and a housewarming in Napa have created a whirlpool of excitement, joy and chaos that is my life. I would not change anything. I am better for it. I understand myself. I understand the world. Anything less and it would be boring.

I am a clam body of water.
I am a clam water.
I am a water , that is a tsunami.
I am water, that is vapor.
I am water that is gurgling.

I take the violence and mix it with love. I take the joy and mix it with sadness. I take possession and mix it with generosity. Somewhere in this concoction, I will find my life.